Tears Daily

Its not like I cry all day everyday, but at least once a day, the loss hits me because I think of something I have to share with Diamond.  And then, I am sad.  I have been so busy that I sometimes forget but there is almost always a "moment" when I think of him and just feel the loss of not being able to talk to him.  (or at least have him answer me, cause I do talk to him).